December 27, 2016
Today I woke up to see a good chunk of the snow gone. I had a feeling that it would start to warm up but it’s gone a lot quicker than I anticipated. Bad dreams last night. Keep dreaming about Andie and I can’t seem to shake it. I guess there’s still a lot I need to come to terms with. Why would she lie about so much for so long? It’s not like I look at her like a failure… how could I? She’s the one person I couldn’t ever see as a failure. I miss her. In more ways than I should go into… but I miss her.